Friday, 25 March 2016

Targeted Update

Hello fellow TI's, perps, believers and non-believers alike.

I am writing this as I am feeling quite low at the moment and feel I need to do something constructive to ease the suffering. This past week I have been off work, I was hoping to get some rest but have struggled as my sleep has been controlled. The people in charge have let me have some sleep but not enough, I seem to be awake at 5am every morning.

I get bad headaches, my eyes hurt and I generally don't feel very good. I have made some videos on youtube explaining what I think is going on, but I will assume that you have not seen them. I believe I am a victim of remote neural monitoring. The people who are in charge are able to control my brain waves and they torture me by not letting me have the right amount and quality of sleep. I know this sounds unbelievable but its true. I struggle to just rest as there is a tingling sensation through my body, like an electric current.

The air stalking continues at a steady rate, this really doesn't bother me. I feel lucky compared to some other TI's as I don't get voices in my head and I don't get stalked on the street anymore. This maybe because I rarely go out, other than walking my dog and going to work. I still have a strong faith in Jesus, although I don't spend nearly enough time in the Bible. I have been spending a lot of time on youtube, searching for other TI's, too much time really. But I think all TI's should do something to try and raise awareness. The problem is that most TI's (including myself) just sound crazy, but what else should I do? I can't just do nothing. 

Anyway, I have rambled on enough, so, God Bless you all and thanks for reading.

Tuesday, 26 January 2016

TI UPDATE

Its been a long time since my last blog, so I just want to give an up date as to where I'm at.

I'm still forced to take anti-psychotic drugs if I want to sleep when I'm due in work, although I have begun to cut down the amount of drugs I'm taking over the last couple of weeks. This has caused me some sleepless nights but I am determined to stop taking the medication eventually. 

I was forced to take a day off work today as I have had very little sleep over the past few nights.

My job is hard at the moment, and has been for a while. I'm basically in a job that I'm not able to do, it's becoming a very technical job and I no longer believe I'm cut out to do it.

As I am writing this, there is a car outside my house with the same number plate as another car that has been involved in my stalking, it looks like my local perps have some new wheels. The gang stalking activity has increased since I have reduced the drugs. I still don't understand why it is so important to have me on medication.

I still have my faith but I am finding it difficult to read the scriptures at the moment. When I get in from work I tend to watch preachers on youtube.

Thanks for reading and God bless you all.

Tuesday, 1 September 2015

where I'm at

Things have been continuing in the same way for some time now. The sleep deprivation is every night, but the weird thing is they seem to give me just enough sleep to get by on. I still don't understand fully why they do this, it could be so no one near to me will notice the torture or maybe it is to slowly break me down and in the end kill me. In reality it is probably all of the above.

The air stalking continues daily, not so much at work, mostly at home. I do wonder how much the pilots actually know about what they are part of.

I feel a little bit like I have fallen away with my faith recently. I've not been spending much time in the scriptures and even less time praying, this scares me. I have also spent a lot of time watching worldly movies, as an escape mostly. So if anyone would like to pray for me I would be grateful, leave me a message in the comments and I will do the same for you.

I do spend time listening to UCB radio (Christian radio) here in the UK and this strengthens me. I need this as I don't attend a church or have any Christian friends to speak of.

God bless each and every one of you